A man
starts scratching around his knuckles; there are so many mosquitoes flying by.
Some thoughts are finding a way to stay inside his head; they don´t want to
become words so the man keeps them silent until they turn into oblivion. But oblivion
is not a place, nor a circumstance, it is more like a period, a hold on period
in which some other urges take charge of the man’s thinking. That’s when the
problem might take place: A thought stays in oblivion usually when it’s
companioned by a feeling. That’s why when the man, let’s say, gets over; he
actually thinks he’s forgotten whatever he never said… but he felt, felt it the
same way when he believed he forgot, and remembers again, and now frustrated. Not
because what he should have said but because he’s realized that every time such
a feeling takes over, those thoughts will wonder in is head again… How might
you be preventive from feeling? We think we get consciously in an upper way by consuming
new experiences so we let go past thoughts… We’re not. Feelings don’t attach
thoughts the way thoughts do it with the feelings. In other words: You may feel
the same at different, even controversial, situations (Thoughts I mean) and
such memories (thoughts I mean) will never bring along a different sense from
the one kept in oblivion with… What do you remember? Perhaps more accurate: How
do you remember it? How can you stop
bringing these thoughts?
